Back to work (Ugh & BIG Sigh)

Landry will be 12 weeks old tomorrow! Everyone told me how fast this time would go by, but I didn't really believe them. And as sleep deprived as I was, I kind of wanted it to go by fast. I just couldn't wait until he was sleeping through the night... As the weeks have absolutely flown by, he is definitely getting bigger and his little personality is definitely emerging. He is also sleeping much more at night (yea!!!). But along with the fact that these 12 weeks have gone by the fastest of my life is the reality that I have to return to work tomorrow.

Don't get me wrong. I am grateful to have such a great job and company to return back to, which is the only reason I'm even returning to work. But it's going to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. I just have to find solace in the fact that Landry will be cared for by loving and devoted caretakers when Blair and I are working. This includes Ireland's mom, Kris, who works at Landry's daycare in the infant room. I know a lot of people don't understand the relationship we have with Kris, but we cherish it and there isn't anyone else here I would rather have taking care of Landry while I'm at work!